Crush... Ed

Is it possible to have an adult crush? Hear me out. I don’t like a lot of things or people. I tend to share my thoughts openly first and then I will pull back if I feel trust is compromised.

It has been a while… and I know disappointment follows once reality sets in. Currently, considering moving to Canada to avoid this man. Walking the furthest distance away, while keeping your eyes away from… the high cheekbones, the smooth skin and the bright eyes. Nope look down, up and over …then around the clean cut, and broad shoulders. This must stop! Head lowered again, eyes peering over the rims of glasses. He breathes my name. I catch myself but not my thoughts. Sharp sigh - my eyes turn upward almost sharing my secret guilt.  

hello. 

10-16-2025