Merry-go-round of Grief.

Merry go round is defined as a continuous cycle of activities or events, especially when perceived as having no purpose or producing no result. Grief has a purpose, a process, and it is one thing that never feels within your control. 

Just when you are ready to jump off and focus your attention on something else- you are triggered and the Merry-go-round starts back up again. Is anyone else stuck on a Merry-go-round of Grief?